I have been a bit low this week. I've been trying hard not to show it at school, but the inevitable has happened... kind of.
James knows I fancy him (I think) and he has kind of let on that he does NOT feel the same way. Just the things he says. But he still wants to be friends
I suppose I should be happy, that he wants to be friends but I can't make him like me.

So now I feel sad and lovesick.

Does anyone have a love potion?

... who is looking forward to going back to school?

I wonder why.

Must be the eye candy

I had a dream last night and James was in it. I was waiting for him to come over, and for some reason my other friends were in my living room practising in a band (which they never had before) and James came over to collect a photograph that I had mounted for him, and as we left the house together I tried to get him alone. Except all my other friends kept coming over and talking to us, so I couldn't speak to him. I did eventually and I asked him out again, and his reply was.....
"I have been thinking about it and I would like to but I have this life plan, where I go to universtiy, get a degree and {some kind of } high paid job and I don't think there is going to be any time for us"
"Oh I said" and let him go.

I bet that says LOT about me!!!

He didn't text back yet.

Wishing everyone a happy Easter.

I have sent James a text message, wonder if i'll get a reply?

Is this the most romantic scene from TV ever?
I am an old romantic really

Why are there a few crap comments being left here? Who are these people?

Anyway, it is Easter now and I am not sure if I am any further on with him. I have sent him a text and he has sent one back, but thats about it. He's on holiday again so I can't meet up with him, not that I am sure whether he'd want to.

There is next term I suppose, but onoy next term. After that he has left the sixth form.

Ho hum, tickle my tum.