He told me in the week that he couldnt come to the party, but part of me was still hoping. But he didnt come.
I feel so embarrassed now, I have made such a fool of myself.
And I also feel a bit down, because I like him so much and I dont think it's going to happen.

Anyone fancy cheering me up by telling me things like "You're still young" and "There's plenty of fish in the sea" or even "He doesn't deserve you"