It's Sunday night evening. I haven't really done much this weekend. Managed to do my Homework, but not gone out. I can't help it. ALl I want to do is sit up in my room. Why is it that all I can think about is him.

My Mumhas been crying too. My Brothers girlfriend has been upsetting her again. I think my mum just wanted to help out with the pregnancy (I.e. give a bit of advice. My mum does good advice well) but she (Brother GF) was very firm in her reply. "Butt OUT", to paraphrase.

I haven't told my mum that I fancy this boy. It's not that I think she will be shocked (Gay son OMG) but I think it will be more grief than it's worth.

Oh dear, Someone come and take me away from all this. A handsome knght on a charger. JAmes are you listening?